mom of 3's blog: September Update

Heeeelooooo,
Sorry i have not written in a while, i just kind of figured that no one read, but after talking to a few of my friends they all tell me that they read my blogs and watch my vlogs and look at my food pictures, so that's so good to know..Thanks:)
So here is my update, i didn't make it to 50LBS loss by my cousin's wedding, i think i was at about 46Lbs loss, but in my opinion and everyone else's, i still looked amazing, i had my gorgeous red dress on that i had bought from Le Chateau, i had HIGH wedged shoes on and i felt fabulous! Had the TIME of my life!
My confidence has gotten so much better now too, i have a higher self esteem and i actually make time for myself now, i do my hair, i wear make up i look in the mirror and actually see a pretty girl, been a long time since i could do that!
My last couple weigh ins were not that great, only lost 2 Lbs each time and i know exactly why, i went to the wedding and ate to my hearts content, that whole weekend actually and ended up gaining 5 Lbs, so i had to work super hard that week and ended up losing 7Lbs but obviously at the office i had only lost 2 because i had gained 5 between the weigh ins! Anyways, i do know HOW to get back on track after i fall off track...its just having the will power to not fall OFF track in the first place that i am struggling with a bit! I guess with the end of summer and all the celebrations lately it has caused me to cheat, but as long as i don't allow myself to get back to where i was i should be fine..i have been doing good this past week ( with the exception of an ice capp and a bagel for lunch one day) I started school on Tuesday, i need to upgrade to get into the college course i want( Teaching elementary) anyways there is a Tim Hortons and a KFC right by the school, i didn't bring anything for lunch so i went to timmies, i know i could have gotten a wrap or something healthier, but i really wanted to try the new sun-dried tomato, asiago Parmesan bagel, so i did with LIGHT cream cheese..wasn't worth the cheat, it was good, but carbs make me feel like CRAP now and eating that destroyed me BLAH, never again, learned my lesson!! But i do walk to school and back everyday! Drop Andrew off at daycare and continue on my way..today i had to go to the pharmacy which is about a 25-30 minute walk or 10 min bike ride, i decided to attempt to bike ride...my legs with like jello when i got there, its not like riding the exercise bike in the gym for 10 minutes at all!! But when i got back home, i felt great, a little sore but great! i also weighed myself and for the VERY first time saw 236LBS, do you remember what i was when i began?? 286LBS so i have OFFICIALLY hot my 50LB mark!! YAY, i have been sitting at 45-48LBS for over a month and just been telling everyone i lost 50 because i was close enough to it, but now its OFFICIAL! im so proud, now all i can think of is, if only i can get rid of 37 more LBS, that will bring me UNDER 200Lbs!!! That is my next BIG goal..my first BIG goal was to lose 50Lbs and i did that in just over 4 months, wondering how long the next 37 will take me, i just need to work harder and exercise more, drink more water and stay strict with my diet...

well im going to post a few pictures for you, a couple before and afters and some wedding pictures

Thanks for taking the time to read i really do appreciate it ;)
xoxo